Jun 28, 2005 15:37
If you're on this list...
you're considered one of my really good friends.
If you're not, that means
A. we aren't friends
B. we never talk anymore
C. im not quite sure what happened to our relationship
Shelly
Dan W
Marie
Lauren E
Lauren W
Shorty
Jamie
Nina
Malpal
Kristin
Sydney
Marc
Emily
Kristen
Ashley C
Stacy
Andrew
Mike
Bryan
Ally
Derek
Truthfully, this is a little shocking. But I guess, its true. The people on this list I trust, I truly look to for help and advice and friendship and I have it with them.
I always thought it mattered the number of friends you really have but it doesn't. I had a huge list that I brought down to that because I looked at each name and said hey, I never talk to them, I never want to hang out with them, why should I pretend that they're my friend.
So I am re-prioritizing my life. I am in desperate need of focus and commitment in a lot of areas.
My faith in God needs to be strengthened, and I really need to focus on getting that in order.
I need to work out more, get healthy and in shape, feel better about who I AM as a person.
I need to think about what I want out of life and where I want to go, what I want to do.
The things that are important to me are my Faith, God, My Family and My Friends. Somehow I have to fit a future in there too.
So after this, I'll be eliminating people from my friends list. If I don't talk to you, never read your journal and you never ever comment in mine, then we're gonna just go ahead and delete you alright? Comment if you don't think thats alright.
I just need to make some changes in my life. and they need to happen NOW.