So its about that time...
Its time guys, for one of those sentimental little entries. As we near graduation day, the one thing constantly on my mind is..."what have I achieved these last four years? Were they a waste, did I make the most of the time I had in highschool?
As I prepare myself to walk down the aisle on thursday night, I'll be thinking, "this is it, its over, this is it". Its scary really, and for all of you going through it, you know what I mean. I worry that I'll have a really hard time adjusting to college, and that Im not going to like it. Of course, everyone tells me college is the best time you'll ever have, but I've always thought a little differently than "everyone" else. However, don't get me wrong, I can't wait until I go to Western next year, and I can't wait to just get out of here. Maybe I shouldn't feel that way...Maybe I shouldn't be so anxious to up and leave. Afterall, I'm leaving my whole life here. My family, my friends, the places I know, my house, highschool...
Im having a hard time accepting the fact that on August 28th I wont be walking back through the doors of LCN, instead on August 15 I'll be walking the campus at College. Its a reality that is coming SO fast.
Everyone is leaving in the fall, and for me thats heartbreaking. Im going to miss each and everyone of my friends. I know we'll all keep in touch but life will never be the same as it was or "is" right now. We wont call each other on Friday nights and see who wants to go up to good old MJR for a movie, or head over to someones house for a bonfire...Instead we'll be emailing from 12x12 dorms, and using calling cards to keep in touch. So I ask you, what are you going to miss? Who are you going to miss...
and most importantly...
are you ready?
"these are the moments, these are the times, lets make the best out of our lives."
Congrats to the Class of 2005, I'll see you all at Graduation.