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today i woke up entirely too early, 8:30, to go to my neighbors funeral at most pure heart. i feel bad about going in the first place, because the guy kind of hated me. & i also feel bad because the whole time i was there i was thinking about how glad i'm not catholic.
catholicism seems so depressing. the funeral itself hardly talked about the guy who died. instead, they focused on sinning & hell almost the whole time. i don't know if i believe in an afterlife, but it seems catholicism tries to scare you into believing. because we all know that if you don't go to church every sunday & you don't believe in their bullshit, you're going straight to hell.
the priest even said, "you'll never fulfill what God expects. even if you've fulfilled your goals, you haven't fulfilled His." ...i mean, seriously, what the fuck. thanks for making my life even more meaningless.
i put on one of my peacoats today because i was cold & i pulled all that stuff out of my pocket. things like this make the happiest person ever.
Beezie90: damn LJs. addicting.
dance the robotx: you're telling me.
Beezie90: hahah
dance the robotx: it's like my motherfucking heroin or something.
Beezie90: yeah... except my livejournal doesn't make me skinny.
dance the robotx: hahah.
Beezie90: if only, if only....
all right. i just thought that was funny.
catholicism seems so depressing. the funeral itself hardly talked about the guy who died. instead, they focused on sinning & hell almost the whole time. i don't know if i believe in an afterlife, but it seems catholicism tries to scare you into believing. because we all know that if you don't go to church every sunday & you don't believe in their bullshit, you're going straight to hell.
the priest even said, "you'll never fulfill what God expects. even if you've fulfilled your goals, you haven't fulfilled His." ...i mean, seriously, what the fuck. thanks for making my life even more meaningless.
i put on one of my peacoats today because i was cold & i pulled all that stuff out of my pocket. things like this make the happiest person ever.
Beezie90: damn LJs. addicting.
dance the robotx: you're telling me.
Beezie90: hahah
dance the robotx: it's like my motherfucking heroin or something.
Beezie90: yeah... except my livejournal doesn't make me skinny.
dance the robotx: hahah.
Beezie90: if only, if only....
all right. i just thought that was funny.