super.
i like who i am now, i'm not ready to change who i am to please you. now i understand what you think, "she's a teenager, there's no way she doesn't care what people think about her." and it's true, i care about what people think about me, but only the people who don't want me to change, see my point? my mom is extremely proud of me for bringing my F in math up to a C, and i am proud of myself. All of my other grades are all either A's or B's, :]. I enjoy dance now, crazy i know! but it's true. I never fight going to classes, simply because i'd rather be dancing. Nutcracker letters should be coming out soon. Brendon is a sweetheart, as usual, things are going wonderfully well in that department, two weeks so far :D. wow, huh? Chase Noreiga is my new best freind for life. he's adorable. he asked whitney to homecoming today :D yay. Things are patched up with my old friends now, they realized i still love them and never meant to hurt them in any way. I've kinda stopped making new friends per-say, but i'd rather be focusing on school. I haven't seen my daddy in a while, i wonder when i will. It seems that i never see him any more, and that he never has time.. But i shouldn't complain too much. Even though i may love dancing now, it doesn't mean it hasn't become more stressful. I have lost all desire to "compete" with others, and i no longer believe in jealousy. Yet, my peers tend to rely on competition to keep them sane. I'm there because i want to dance, not to show i'm the best, and others have notice i have improoved, and are trying to constantly be the "number one" and it's really getting old. I know i shouldn't care, but they keep bringing it to my face, and I get discouraged very easily. I wonder if we are still doing peter and the wolf? perhaps i'll be something other than a hunter this time? yipee. Laura and I are partying this friday, super!