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you're a bitch, kaitlyn. just admit it.
you are a shitty friend, kaitlyn.
we were never best friends.
when i heard those words come out of your mouth, i didnt even know what to say. i couldnt even believe someone that i called my best friend was saying this to me.
but i do now.
i would have done anything for you, because you really were my best friend and i really did care about you.
i actually meant the things i said, unlike you.
i have a heart, unlike you.
im not self-centered, unlike you.
i was more than a good friend to you.
i was ALWAYS there, even when i had other things to do.
i always did what you asked me to, because i was trying to be a nice person, and if you think thats a flaw, i dont really care.
and i dont fucking care.
i dont care about you anymore, because you dont give two shits about me or how i feel.
i realized that after january 1st, 2007, you changed.
and not for the better.
yeah, ill miss you, the person i met last summer.
but shes gone.
shes way too far gone to ever come back.
and how dare you sit there and turn everything around me, when this is really all about you.
and you fucking know it.
so, when you come back around looking for us, which you will, we wont be there.
and i know this isnt my fault one bit.
none of this is on me.
this is on you, and only you.
and im not gonna make myself feel bad over it.
someone who would treat me like after everything i had done for them, is definitly not worth it.
ive finally learned that this and every other time, wasnt my fault.