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[____ladyface]

last night sucked, and im mad at myself, my bf probly thinks in pysco and doesnt ever want to see me again, but shit was building up and it all fucking came out and it had to i had every right to, i was being neglected and i snapped and it wasent pretty, yeah im sorry for how i acted but then again im not, even if it means breaking up fine then, he said we rnt, its just upset and i hate being like this and not having ne feel of security, and it sucks

so im going to see aspen tonight
and im happy abou that
it will get my mind off of shit
ugh, cheer me up pleaseee ??