i'm scared.
My life feels worthless right now. Does that make sense? I mean I don't want to die or anything. I just feel pointless to everyone. Like no one cares if I'm here or gone. I don't know. Maybe I'm just starving for attention, and I'm not getting any. I don't know. Someone save me.
I feel antsy and I want to go somewhere, but I don't feel like getting up and getting ready. I need a machine that I can just step in, press a button, get out, and I'm all ready to leave. I think I need to get out of here for a while before school starts. Maybe go stay with my dad for a week. I don't know. Sometimes I just wish I was someone else, or that I could start over with my life, and do things differently.
I wish I knew what to do with my life.
I feel antsy and I want to go somewhere, but I don't feel like getting up and getting ready. I need a machine that I can just step in, press a button, get out, and I'm all ready to leave. I think I need to get out of here for a while before school starts. Maybe go stay with my dad for a week. I don't know. Sometimes I just wish I was someone else, or that I could start over with my life, and do things differently.
I wish I knew what to do with my life.