Aug 24, 2005 10:41
and that's not a bad thing except i was supposed to go to Subway this morning for like an interview thing and well brandon took his key to class...which he never does. I went to the doctors yesterday for my back and they put me on somas which work well, but make me feel a little drunk and i wasnt prescribed enough i dont think but i dont want to say that they dont last long enough i feel wrong for even getting them. I'm in pain though. But, you know she thinks that since im a teenager i only want them for drugs. I think I'm just paranoid all the time. Sometimes I think Brandon is cheating on me..but I doubt he is...I'm just scared because every guy I ever dated cheated on me or left me for another girl (whether they admit that or not) So...it's kind of rough dating someone. He said I love you. I said it back at last, but I also explained to him that I love him as a person and I'm not in love with him. He gets out of class today i do believe at 12:50 That kind of blows. I'm cold and hungry. Going to get something to eat...bye