she's with the only person that loved you more than i ever could

Sep 20, 2005 18:18

i saw her body there, with her make-up on.
she was so still

i broke down.a lot. my heart must have been broke 1000 plus times today.
when we where at the veiwing i couldn't take it. seeing her like that.
i couldn't even put my note that i wrote her into the casket,i made my mom do it.
"Dear Grandmom,
you are my sunshine,
always&forever,
love Kate"
it's all i could give her.i didn't read today, i was set to, but whe i got to the church i just couldn't stop crying. when we left her from the burial ground i felt like i was leaving a best friend. i trust that i will see her again, but i miss her so much. even my pop-pop cried. i can't stand seeing people i love upset. i hate more so that i can't fix it. i never said goodbye, i never thanked her for making my childhood the best i could ever have had.
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