even if you cannot hear my voice

Sep 16, 2005 22:36

so long time no entry.
i deal.
you should too.
only amy lee reads this crap.

yeah so my grandmom died. i saw her in the hospital bed just laying there like she was going to move. then i started crying and the aunt i am not fond of started hugging me.ew. i had the great urge to hit her or something. so yeah i was upset, then wasn't because liz<3 made me laugh. and now i am because my mom wants me to help her with the uligy.

i can't do it.


so feel bad for me. because i do.

i keep remembering how she would always call me her favorite out of all my other cousins, and she would give me money and call me #1 but tell me not to tell anyone. she would call me her sunshine and sing the song for me. and she would always want me to sleepover her house. she was the only one who put me first. always first. before my brother. before anyone


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