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i hate knowing that everything you need in life is sitting right next to you and you just want to hold them for ever but knowing that they dont want to hold you forever breaks your heart...
i hate people who are awesome when they arnt around there friends but when they get by there friends they act like a total different person.
i hate your friends who think they are better than me when they acually are.
i hate when you ditch me for your friends.
i hate that you knowi would ditch my best friend for you.
i hate that you would never ditch your friends for me.
i hate looking at you knowing that i cant be with you, even tho deep down in my heart i need to be.
i hate knowing that even if i was + you wouldnt come back to me in a second.
i hate that someone makes you feel like shit because you said one wrong comment to them.
i hate that you make me feel like shit all the time.
i hate when people tell me "i told you he was gonna hurt you." "he was just going to break your heart again,you should of listened to me." and i acually say i know i should of listened to you.
i hate explaining why i've been smoking when they all obviously know you are making me feel like shit ands putting me down and making me cry every night still.
i hate crying over you.
i hate knowing that crying isnt goignto make anyhting better.
i hate crying.
i hate knowing that you havnt cried over me once and ive been crying every single night for the past 5 weeks.
i hate thinking that you never want to be with me again.
i hate when you tell me you do, but you never show me that you do.
i hate when someone jsut says i love you to make you feel better or not make you sad.
i hate when someone tells you they love you hopeing it will make you not sad, but acually it does make you more sad and makes you cry more because that someone who says i love you says they dont wanna be wiht you but they will fuckin say i love you?
i hate that when you say i love you and you dont really mean it i still say it bad and i know i mean it.
i hate when people try and make me feel better by hugging me and tlkaingto me about it but in reality it acually makes me cry more and makes me sad more.
i hate it when i jsut want to go in a corner and cry.
i hate loving smoking.
i hate when you bring up our past experiences.
i hate thinking about the past because i cry more that night than i usually do.
i hate sitting next to a guy wishing it was you.
i hate myself for putting up with allthis shit for 7 months.
i hate myself for loving you even tho you have broken my heart so many times.
i hate when you ask if anyhtings wrong and i say no and you jsut blow me off.
i hate that when we hug for a min. or two and an iother girl walks down the hall way and you push me off of you.
i hate that you will never learn for yourmistakes.
i hate that i will still come back to you, even tho you do it over and over again.
i hate knowing that you gave you everyhting i had and the next week you like someone else.
i hate feeling used.
i hate knowing that you might of used me everytime weare together.
i hate being wiht you and wanting to cry.
i hate knowing that your not doing one god damn thing to make me feel better.
i hate that you NEVER do anyhting for me anymore.
i hate that you want me to deside when we go otu again.
i hate that you thinki shoudl deside when you obviouslyt know iwant to be with you for the rest of my life.
i hate when you dont ever want to be wiht me again.
i hate not knowing why i love you sooo much.
i hate everything about you.
i hate loving everything about you.
i hate loving you.
i hate you.
i love you.
i hate people who are awesome when they arnt around there friends but when they get by there friends they act like a total different person.
i hate your friends who think they are better than me when they acually are.
i hate when you ditch me for your friends.
i hate that you knowi would ditch my best friend for you.
i hate that you would never ditch your friends for me.
i hate looking at you knowing that i cant be with you, even tho deep down in my heart i need to be.
i hate knowing that even if i was + you wouldnt come back to me in a second.
i hate that someone makes you feel like shit because you said one wrong comment to them.
i hate that you make me feel like shit all the time.
i hate when people tell me "i told you he was gonna hurt you." "he was just going to break your heart again,you should of listened to me." and i acually say i know i should of listened to you.
i hate explaining why i've been smoking when they all obviously know you are making me feel like shit ands putting me down and making me cry every night still.
i hate crying over you.
i hate knowing that crying isnt goignto make anyhting better.
i hate crying.
i hate knowing that you havnt cried over me once and ive been crying every single night for the past 5 weeks.
i hate thinking that you never want to be with me again.
i hate when you tell me you do, but you never show me that you do.
i hate when someone jsut says i love you to make you feel better or not make you sad.
i hate when someone tells you they love you hopeing it will make you not sad, but acually it does make you more sad and makes you cry more because that someone who says i love you says they dont wanna be wiht you but they will fuckin say i love you?
i hate that when you say i love you and you dont really mean it i still say it bad and i know i mean it.
i hate when people try and make me feel better by hugging me and tlkaingto me about it but in reality it acually makes me cry more and makes me sad more.
i hate it when i jsut want to go in a corner and cry.
i hate loving smoking.
i hate when you bring up our past experiences.
i hate thinking about the past because i cry more that night than i usually do.
i hate sitting next to a guy wishing it was you.
i hate myself for putting up with allthis shit for 7 months.
i hate myself for loving you even tho you have broken my heart so many times.
i hate when you ask if anyhtings wrong and i say no and you jsut blow me off.
i hate that when we hug for a min. or two and an iother girl walks down the hall way and you push me off of you.
i hate that you will never learn for yourmistakes.
i hate that i will still come back to you, even tho you do it over and over again.
i hate knowing that you gave you everyhting i had and the next week you like someone else.
i hate feeling used.
i hate knowing that you might of used me everytime weare together.
i hate being wiht you and wanting to cry.
i hate knowing that your not doing one god damn thing to make me feel better.
i hate that you NEVER do anyhting for me anymore.
i hate that you want me to deside when we go otu again.
i hate that you thinki shoudl deside when you obviouslyt know iwant to be with you for the rest of my life.
i hate when you dont ever want to be wiht me again.
i hate not knowing why i love you sooo much.
i hate everything about you.
i hate loving everything about you.
i hate loving you.
i hate you.
i love you.