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i acaually had ALOT of fun at ivys..
right when i got there i jumped on sarah and my pants ripped. it must have been teh funniest thing that has ever happened to me, i had to go and get short from ivys room and put them on under my pants...
besides the beginning i got really stressed and bored and sad and stuff.
justin didnt make it any better.
then justin left, kinda made me less worried or sad.
istartedtalking baout how i wished my boobs were bigger wiht sarah k and mallary, that was acually a really fun conversation it went on for like 15-20min staright and it was fun it made my night better.
we were laughin so hard we all had to pee really bad so we went up to ivys house and it was all black and its scary as hell in ther and we were all screaming like little girls and we were scard to go upstairs and go the bath room but yeah that was fun.
then me nad sarah started gettin pushed in the pit by josh and nick and everyone got pushed in and it was likea fight between teh girlsand the guys..idk it was fun. me and evan kinda sorta were at war with getting pushed in...it was relalyt fun. but he pushed me andi grabbed him in wiht me and we landed on lauren and stayed tehre fore a min. or so...evans really cool, i hope we get to hang out more.
the holein my pants got a little bigger...well not little.BUT ALOT bigger.
over all good night.
i've been REALLY stressed out for the past month. idont know what to do.
random pictures:
first 3 are from a note justin gave me for valentines day:
this letter was written to me from jsutin on valentines day it made me go out wiht him for the last time...god ill miss him
homecoming...:'(
i sleep with this lovely pillow every night
that were my pants after the night was over. the hole goes down to my knees...
best shoes in the world!!!
ivys stairs...first picture of the night..acualyl only picture of the night.
i shall miss justin very much. :'( i loved him so much.
i think i found my stress reliever...tried it..made me alot calmer and relaxed...i kinda like it acually.