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lay&anna->i seriously dont know what to say anymore; i feel like ive apologized so much for what ive done and yet still there is this tention in thee air. i feel like we went from being the 'three' to me being on my own...i cant explain it but i feel like incomplete. im sorry for everything that ive done and i just wish things could go back to the samee->mackin weeekendss with the mackinmamas. maybe thatss too much to ask. weve been through so much together and its like now were givingg up on everything and letting this come between us; i didnt mean to put you guys on 'hold' or whatever and you know i would never do that. you guyss always come first its just latelyy i wanna have other good friends and hang out with them tooo. ive done what i could do and said what i could say and now i just dont know what to do. i feel like ive lost my bestfriendss