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i'm really sad/lonely right now... i don't do shit down here, and all anyone ever wants to do is drink. even if there is no reason to drink, let's buy beer and drive around and maybe find something to do. it's pointless and retarded. I want to go back to gainesville and start my spring semester and live life up there. i miss it, coming down here for a month wasn't a smart choice. spending time with my family is realllly great though but i want to go back. and i can't get him off my mind for some reason and it's so aggravating because he hasn't talked to me in like 5 or 6 days.. ah whatever. im just super lonely and i miss my roommates & always having someone around or something to do. i feel really bad for the people who haven't moved away from this county yet, because seriously once you do move out and come back to visit you realize how more than half of the people who actually stayed aren't doing anything with their lives except the same shit they've been doing since 9th grade.