Hm.
As the term slowly comes to an end I find myself getting tense, agitated and headaches are more frequent. I do not comprehend these symptoms, this didn't happen last year. It troubles me.
Ah, insecurities. Hm, I didn't think they'd come so quickly. I wish to speak with Nathan on the nature of these new headaches; although painful they aren't as bad as the migraines that were connected to my memory ( or lack thereof ).
I have a theory on what is causing them, everything falls back on that one damnable woman. I cheated death that one time. According to Nathan I should have died that night with her hand through my stomach. Yet what she did did kill me in a sense, killed me a little at least.
I know she stripped him from me, I have never felt so alone before in my life. I have Hokuto..and I love him with all my heart, no matter how battered it is, I still have that sense of loneliness.
I spoke with David and had a physical done, I am healthy as I ever have been so I know they didn't test the cuvier disease on my person. This relieves me to an extent, but I am lost.
The mark is gone and I feel so empty.
So very very empty.
Ah, insecurities. Hm, I didn't think they'd come so quickly. I wish to speak with Nathan on the nature of these new headaches; although painful they aren't as bad as the migraines that were connected to my memory ( or lack thereof ).
I have a theory on what is causing them, everything falls back on that one damnable woman. I cheated death that one time. According to Nathan I should have died that night with her hand through my stomach. Yet what she did did kill me in a sense, killed me a little at least.
I know she stripped him from me, I have never felt so alone before in my life. I have Hokuto..and I love him with all my heart, no matter how battered it is, I still have that sense of loneliness.
I spoke with David and had a physical done, I am healthy as I ever have been so I know they didn't test the cuvier disease on my person. This relieves me to an extent, but I am lost.
The mark is gone and I feel so empty.
So very very empty.