Stop looking at me!

[____gale]

Just... stop.



It's not my fault. I left the letter, I never intended to leave him or have him alone. I left the letter to avoid that. Why... why is this my fault? I don't see what I did wrong. Yaten said that I didn't technicaly leave him, because I gave him the choice of visiting me, it's not my fault he overlooked the letter.

Why does he hate me? Why did he put us on a break... why did he make me leave?

I have no one now..

nothing.

I wish she killed me. She was there, she was about to do it... but then there was interference.

Dammit. If I was gone he would never hurt anymore.

Maybe it is all my fault.

I'm always the bad guy.

I keep hurting him even unintentionaly.

But if it was me? I would have never suggested a break... never. I can't stand to be away from him for so long... maybe Yaten's right, maybe he doesn't love me. This is killing me.

It really is.

I'm tired... I miss him and I want him so bad it hurts. Even if he doesn't love me anymore... I can't stop loving him. I can never have anyone else, he completes me...

I hate this.