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problem
i would feel like im lying if i called myself a christian anymore. for alot of reasons. but, one of my top choices for colleges, pepperdine, scores extra points for religious affiliation.
so...do i play the game and say im a christian, and up my chances for acceptance? or do i tell the truth? whatever that is.
i doubt ill be accepted anyway
i doubt anything in my life will go according to plan
and i doubt i have the motivation and even just the raw talent to get myself where id like to be.
i want to believe the cliches...that you can make your own miracles, that you can be whatever you want to be, that everyone has the capacity to be happy.
i guess im just feeling like my life is really lame. i work, i school, i worry, and i stress. thats pretty much it, and when im not doing any of those, im sleeping.
i need a way to de-stress and have fun. any suggestions? bc seriously, i need help.
i would feel like im lying if i called myself a christian anymore. for alot of reasons. but, one of my top choices for colleges, pepperdine, scores extra points for religious affiliation.
so...do i play the game and say im a christian, and up my chances for acceptance? or do i tell the truth? whatever that is.
i doubt ill be accepted anyway
i doubt anything in my life will go according to plan
and i doubt i have the motivation and even just the raw talent to get myself where id like to be.
i want to believe the cliches...that you can make your own miracles, that you can be whatever you want to be, that everyone has the capacity to be happy.
i guess im just feeling like my life is really lame. i work, i school, i worry, and i stress. thats pretty much it, and when im not doing any of those, im sleeping.
i need a way to de-stress and have fun. any suggestions? bc seriously, i need help.