Oct 16, 2004 22:55
welllllll i just got back from wesley's house a few minutes ago....his birthday party i attended
i guess this will be a journal entry evaluating that night????
(i am searching for relevant journal entry topics, sorry if this is foolish of me)
I really didn't enjoy wesley's house that much, i felt out of synch with the other human beings at the party. They are all my close friends but i felt like i couldn't talk to them. Whenever i would attempt to start a conversation i found most of the people either bent on sexual perversion, aggressive physical things, or judging others......maybe what hurts me most about this is i know that i do this too....the more i find myself repulsed by the night the more i find myself repulsed by, well, myself. I guess i'm having trouble communicating as well as i used to with my friends, and i dont know what to do
So it goes