Jan 24, 2006 23:17
I am stressed out and annoyed, basically with Matt.
Everything else is fine. Everything that bothered me this weekend, fine.
Except Matt. He is definately avoiding me. It sucks.
If you do not like me, tell me, do not play me like that.
I'm not an idiot. I talked to Josh last night, and he said he didnt know.
I am so fed up with this, but I am way to tired to call and bitch.
I have too much, and I am definately blowing him off on Friday.
Fuck that, I hope he goes and fucks that bitch then.
Seriously, as far as I am concerned, I am fucking a good person.
I don't fuck dudes and get high and shit all the time.
I don't do shit I know I shouldn't ect. ect.
So, if you want to go be with her, and get into your shitty life again, fucking do it.
Just don't fucking tag me along, I am so sick of it.
I feel like a bad person because of this all.
I should have called this whole thing off when he told me he had hooked up with her when we first started even seeing eachother. Fuck it.