aloha ericka: he is fucking crazy. he hasn't found god. he found the DEVIL.
this past week was bad, i'm not gonna lie.
i've had doubts, and breakdowns, and anger, and jealousy.
i've drifted, and gotten closer, i've laughed, and balled my eyes out till i was sick.
i've thought, and analyzed, and been let down, and brought back up.
i've gotten through it, and i am determined to never ever ever, get to the point where i was.
i've noticed that i was pathetic and begging for pity.
i'm not like that anymore.
i've changed, i love it and i am not going back.
i love where i am right now. i am finnally standing up for myself, and i am not gonna get walked over anymore. i wont take it, i'm telling people what i feel. and i have found my true friends. i am having the time of my life, and i have learned to left go of people that just fuckin poison me.
i'm not going to associate with people that are immature anymore, all they do is hurt me. the sad thing is i am over it, and they just wont let go, why do you have to live on drama? and then ignore it. let go of your jealousy. honestly I should be the one "praying" for you. because you need help.
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