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why must i 'hate' the only people that i actually have?
and i'm always complaining about blah blah blah
how fucking stupid and pathetic am i?
over the past few days...things are okay in general...i guess...not as bad as normal..
but ..mentally, emotionally..........i never thought i'd feel this way.
i can't stand this or anything right now
i don't know what the fuck has happened/is happening
i keep doing things to hurt myself and i don't even realise until after
its as if im in some sort of trance or something
what is with that?
i need someone to talk to.
hahaha do you know what i love most of all though?
how if i try and talk to someone here or internet, they ignore me or try and find a way to get away or something. that's really fucking nice you know.
no one ever wants to talk to me. it's hardly suprising, especially seeing as i often am walking around with a scowl..or some sort of pissed off face, and i just talk to myself and shout randomly. ahaha, oh, and i always look like shit.
some of you people need to be closer.
NOW.kTHANKS.
milford haven sucks.
anyone want to swap places with me?
some sort of trade perhaps..
pleeeeeeease? :)
fuck you. fuck you all.
i hate you.
and i'm always complaining about blah blah blah
how fucking stupid and pathetic am i?
over the past few days...things are okay in general...i guess...not as bad as normal..
but ..mentally, emotionally..........i never thought i'd feel this way.
i can't stand this or anything right now
i don't know what the fuck has happened/is happening
i keep doing things to hurt myself and i don't even realise until after
its as if im in some sort of trance or something
what is with that?
i need someone to talk to.
hahaha do you know what i love most of all though?
how if i try and talk to someone here or internet, they ignore me or try and find a way to get away or something. that's really fucking nice you know.
no one ever wants to talk to me. it's hardly suprising, especially seeing as i often am walking around with a scowl..or some sort of pissed off face, and i just talk to myself and shout randomly. ahaha, oh, and i always look like shit.
some of you people need to be closer.
NOW.kTHANKS.
milford haven sucks.
anyone want to swap places with me?
some sort of trade perhaps..
pleeeeeeease? :)
fuck you. fuck you all.
i hate you.