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oh em gee.
what a meaningless life i lead.
why am i doing this to myself (and a few others) ?
why?
to a few; it probably means nothing to you, but don't ever doubt that i love you.
okay?
i think it's time to admit that i am jealous. ahah oh i shouldn't be, but i can't help it.
but i'm not going to do anything about it because ..yeah. i'm just not going to.
once i get my new camera all i'm going to do is eat, sleep, write, listen to music and take pictures.
that is all. that way i can shut myself off completely and not have to deal with anyone else or hurt them or have them waste their time thinking of/about me.
i know that's selfish, but who's gonna stop me?
and what's more, who cares?
yeah, that's right,
no one.