The less you change the more you feel

[____desperado]

Tonight has made me realize something and made me contemplate somethings. Many people I consider friends are celebrating birthdays and getting drunk and merry. I hope they have a good time. One reason why I didn't go was because of my own self-consciousness. I didn't feel wanted or accepted. I felt like people just talk to me because I am the

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[tacitarayne]

Sadly, being out at college makes those unsure feelings grow stonger. However, it's the easiest way to figure who your friends really are. The people who say hi to be nice won't call. It's hard at first, but it's easy to get over.

Car wrecks are scary.

It's good to do what makes you happy, but don't think too much about "simpler times." In 5 years, you'll look back at now and think about how simple it was.

Paranoia is natural and understandable. It's why I never write in this thing.

You cant see yourself growing up. It's sad, but true.

I didn't know our families moved to GA at the same time.

After I graduate from Oxford I'll be a little closer to being able to provide therapy for people. I think that's what I want to do. I just hope that no one I try to help feels like they're being judged.

I didn't like you when I first met you. I blamed you for all the changes going on in Alex I didn't like. Turns out he was just growing up. Also turns out you're pretty cool.

First impressions suck.

[____desperado]

I assumed you didn't like me at all till the golf course when you offered me a drink. It should happen again, it was fun.

Yeah I am not southern born actually.

How is oxford going?

[tacitarayne]

That sounds about right.

Yeah, you seem too intelligent to have been southern born.

Oxford isn't going at all. We've all fallen back into routines which...isn't bad. This weekend has been crazy, just because we've done things that usually involve the consumption of alcohol, but we're all sober. (such as running around the quad in our underwear) I think I got sick though.

And come my spring break, I'm sure there will be more golf course activities. March, yo.

[tragedy_scene]

Yeah, you seem too intelligent to have been southern born.

Not cool...I'm gonna need to hunt you down.

Sorry adam you are not aloud to be friends with this person

[tacitarayne]

Chill. It was a joke. No need to take life so seriously.

[tragedy_scene]

hahah...mine was a joke back...you chill :-)

[____desperado]

I will bring the fun to oxford.

[tacitarayne]

DO IT!

[____desperado]

Haha