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im very pissed today.
-i went to bed pissed.
-it takes me awhile to wake up and my brain function and i forgot the plumbers were going to be here so i woke up and walked into my bathroom in a wife beater no bra and panties to 3 mexican men.
-our hot water stopped working and then our running water stopped working so i had to hold in my morning pee for 2 hours until the plumbers fixed it.
-i had a dream about hurricane victims and this boy i know who called me to come to his house so i went and he was holding HIS baby that he had with another girl and somehow i didnt know about it. i dont know what that boy having a baby is supposed to mean but its really upsetting. and then the whole thing about the hurricane. i mean ive felt bad about it and all but it wasnt really a reality to me, it was like oh thats so sad but it hadnt really hit home until i had this dream.
-we have no food in my house and im really hungry.
-i have to write a college entrance essay and i have no idea what to write about.
-i need new friends but for some reason making friends is the hardest thing in the world.
-i could keep going on and on about everything that sucks but itd be pretty pointless since i honestly cant think of one good thing in my life except for like not having all my things gone from a hurricane which i guess being appreciative can make some people love life but i guess i dont truly appreciate things because that thought doesnt really make me happy at all.
-i really want new friends.