Aug 28, 2004 10:13
hair= hot.
i look like a fashioncore skunk hybrid.
today= soccor game with jess
to see le mikey
then to campus tonight to see brandon & andy
last night we saw dominick and he was depressed. hes lovely and i shall miss him and his indiscreet sex offers. and free cookies for jess.
esu was amazing & lovely.
got jess the answer book, and scared the shit out of us to hell with it
and now: a survey from esh
I am not: as strong as i'd like to be
I love: being alone
I hate: alot of fake fucking people
I fear: everything
I hope: that i'll some day be happy
I hear: my family
I crave: some similance of perfection
I regret: not saying all the things i feel
I cry: about once a month
I care: way too much. ten?
I always: feel the need to change
I believe: in nothing really.
I feel alone: unless im with jess or 2 other select people
I listen: to the bullshit under peoples words
I hide: everything from evceryone but jess
I drive: like a fuckass
I sing: with jess in the car
I dance: , skank actually in the mugnos lawn
I write: everyday
I play: crack the sky
I miss: my kiddies
I search: for sanity
I learn: from nothing
I feel: like i'm 10 feet tall
I know: that i dont matter to you
I say: what im thinking
I succeed: i do?
I dream: minimally
I wonder: if i should rebleach my hairrr
I have: nothing to hold onto but you
I give: too much to everyone
I fight: constantly, every day is a little war
I need: to have a break from every little thing thats in my life