things
are not any good lately.
1. fucked up situation with some people I wouldn't expect it from. but I guess that's just me being naive.
2. gained a mass amount of weight.
3. somewhere along the line lost any sense of optimism.
4. I refuse to let any person get close to me. I have a shell that I won't let anyone into for fear of getting hurt.
5. I really really really need to be put on meds again for my anxiety. I freak out & feel awful all day.
6. I dropped out of school because I couldn't get myself to go anymore & I don't care.
7. my apartment got taken over by a fucking retarded dudebro who trashed it, leading to me moving out.
8. my boss fucking hates me.
9. guys fucking hate me...and any guy that doesn't I treat like shit & won't let him get close to me.
10. I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore.
the only thing I have in my life that makes me feel good about myself are my cats. I can't wait to grow up to be even more of a crazy cat lady. at least they love me.
1. fucked up situation with some people I wouldn't expect it from. but I guess that's just me being naive.
2. gained a mass amount of weight.
3. somewhere along the line lost any sense of optimism.
4. I refuse to let any person get close to me. I have a shell that I won't let anyone into for fear of getting hurt.
5. I really really really need to be put on meds again for my anxiety. I freak out & feel awful all day.
6. I dropped out of school because I couldn't get myself to go anymore & I don't care.
7. my apartment got taken over by a fucking retarded dudebro who trashed it, leading to me moving out.
8. my boss fucking hates me.
9. guys fucking hate me...and any guy that doesn't I treat like shit & won't let him get close to me.
10. I feel like I have no one to talk to anymore.
the only thing I have in my life that makes me feel good about myself are my cats. I can't wait to grow up to be even more of a crazy cat lady. at least they love me.