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I don't know what to do anymore.
I went home today. I went to the store with my mom and she told me that either my tuition check is going to bounce, or the mortgage.
she said that they couldn't buy groceries this week. and that they had to cash in the change jar we've been saving for about 2 years for the next big vacation, just for me to stay in school.
I feel so guilty. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't talk to anyone about it here, I try and no one listens.
and I saw my dad cry tonight for the first time since I was about 6 years old.
he's on all sorts of medication for high blood pressure and he has a cold and they gave him medicine for that as well, and the interaction of the two was basically unbearable for him. he couldn't even eat dinner with us and had to go lay down and he was trying to finish a conversation with me and he couldn't even speak and just started to cry.
I'm a mess.
I went home today. I went to the store with my mom and she told me that either my tuition check is going to bounce, or the mortgage.
she said that they couldn't buy groceries this week. and that they had to cash in the change jar we've been saving for about 2 years for the next big vacation, just for me to stay in school.
I feel so guilty. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't talk to anyone about it here, I try and no one listens.
and I saw my dad cry tonight for the first time since I was about 6 years old.
he's on all sorts of medication for high blood pressure and he has a cold and they gave him medicine for that as well, and the interaction of the two was basically unbearable for him. he couldn't even eat dinner with us and had to go lay down and he was trying to finish a conversation with me and he couldn't even speak and just started to cry.
I'm a mess.