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Why do I feel the need to talk to you. A constant reminder in the back of my head about how much I truly care. How I can't have what I want, and I have to pretend like it doesn't matter, so I can keep you in my life. So, I don't lose everything. So, I atleast can be your friend. Even though what I desire, is far from. Because truly, I need you. However many hours, days, months, I still think about you. It hurts to know that this is one sided, and what I want will never be fulfilled. I look back on the day when we we're happy, and I knew you cared about me too. How we'd talk for hours on end, and discuss meeting. I truly thought we'd eventually be together. I really did. Now, my hopes have faded and nothing is left, but the bitter truth that I'm alone, without a happy ending.
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