make an appointment (5/30/07)
summers are notoriously horrible for my mental health
i was never cut out for sun-kissed tones or pool-produced reflections in the lazy afternoons
rather, lethargy and less-than-wishful thinking tend to leave me burned
and when doubts about the wonderful reciprocity of feelings inevitably emerge
all i wish for is an autumn chill
oh, sweet ennui, you never cease to come to me
and summer, you are relentlessly committed to drive me mad
wake me up when i can be sane in september