eureka!

[____being_green]

sooooooo i might have figured a little nugget of knowledge out. i need someone who's got their head on straight, who knows what they want, and who knows that they want me. for so long i wanted greg to be that person, and i was too stubborn to see it any other way, but i don't think he can be anymore <-- that's the biggest thing i've had to realize (and come to accept it on my own) even though i don't like saying it... but it's true. he'd have to really fight for me if in the future he happens to think he is the one for me.

and i love miss j's response to this profound enlightenment: "But, in my opinion, I don't really think there's anything that Greg could ever do to be good enough for you (you>infinity; Greg