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So what do you say when there's nothing you can?
How do you act when it won't make a difference?
Restrain yourself from jumping up and down in front of him
Screaming "Notice me!" at the top of your lungs.
How do you react when he talks about her?
Those moments you want to clench your teeth and close your eyes
Stick your fingers in your ears and hum so you can't listen to the words spilling from his lips.
Appearing on the screen.
How did I get caught up in this?
My stomach never used to jump when his eyes crinkled
as he smiled.
There's a million reasons it'll never work out
When I'm by myself I can almost convince myself I don't care.
And then I see him again and it all rushes back.
Floods back. Torrents.
I don't know how to make him see it.
I don't know a lot of things.
Patience.
Torrents.
How do you act when it won't make a difference?
Restrain yourself from jumping up and down in front of him
Screaming "Notice me!" at the top of your lungs.
How do you react when he talks about her?
Those moments you want to clench your teeth and close your eyes
Stick your fingers in your ears and hum so you can't listen to the words spilling from his lips.
Appearing on the screen.
How did I get caught up in this?
My stomach never used to jump when his eyes crinkled
as he smiled.
There's a million reasons it'll never work out
When I'm by myself I can almost convince myself I don't care.
And then I see him again and it all rushes back.
Floods back. Torrents.
I don't know how to make him see it.
I don't know a lot of things.
Patience.
Torrents.