zane
wow how i havent updated in a loooooong time. ok well so much drama is going around ok 1. my parents are geting a devorice and we are moving into an apartment 2. the whole zane a brooke thing 3. the whole zach and kelly thing 4. the whole zach lowe and will thing 4. drugies and cutters 5. the haunted house!!!!!!
ok well for #1 yeah my parents are getting a devorice. its really sad. my dad was crying in front of me. it was SOOO sad!!!!
for #2 yeah so i liked zane.... A LOT like u dont even kno how much i liked him unless u are zach and kelly then of course u kno. so i met zane. he liked me. 2 days later i realized i liked him. so yeah. by then he was going out with brooke. because he didnt want to compete with zach adams. so yeah. then he wanted to break up with her. so i kinda helped.... tee hee :] i REALLY REALLY REALLY liked him. so finally dandy little zach lowe comes along and ruins it all for us! because 1st a rumor was going around saying i wanted brooke to die. some1 heard, hacked into my myspace, posted a bulletin saying i did, she printed it off, put it in her backpack, showed will k. and zach lowe. they come up to me and sed "SO HOW DO U WANT BROOKE TO DIE? DO U WANNA SHOOT HER OR STAB HER?" and i was like "YEAH OK WILL... UGH UR STUPID" then i was like "WHAT ARE U TALKING ABOUT?" and hes like "WE KNO WUT U SED ABOUT BROOKE" so it turns out brooke was crying all during lunch. well rumors spreads FAST! i was talking to zach one night and we 3 wayed zane. i was crying. they told me to put the fone down but i didnt want to so i put myself on mute. they where talking about what to do and what not to do when he goes out with me. sounds good right? haha not! i got my lil hopes up and he never asked me out. finally a couple days later zane snapped. zach lowe had ruined 2 other peoples life. everyday after school zach lowe would say. so zane are u gonna ask courntey loera out? and he sed no. finally zane had enough and sed "U KNO WUT?! NO IM NOT!" and thats all. zach and zane had liek a 2 hr talk. heres the worst part.... when they were talking zach sed that zane sed that if i DID try to break him and brooke up, and they did, and i asked him out and he sed no he wouldnt care if i cried my head off. he wouldnt care about me at all. (ive been acting really weird altely and have been thing about suicide and cutting never have though) and i was crying by that point. and i sed to zach. "WELL WUT IF I KILLED MYSELF? HUH WOULD HE CARE THEN? HOW WOULD HE FEEL?! U KNO WUT HES LUCKY! BECAUSE OF ME HES STILL WITH BROOKE! WITHOUT ME BROOKE WOULD HAVE BROKEN UP WITH HIM AND HE WOULD BE SINGLE. SO HE SHOULD AT LEAST APPRECIATE THAT!" and zach totally understood. and zane happened to call and zach told zane wut i sed and zanes like wow! thats far, and zachs like yeah its amazing how far some people will go. love makes u do crazy things. and that was TOTALLY true. and u kno wut?! HE DIDNT EVEN CARE THAT I DID THAT! because i told brooke myself that some1 hacked into my myspace and posted that bulletin. but will told her a different story. and of course shes gonna believe him over me. so brooke told zane wills story and now zanes mad at me. but zane doesnt seem to realize that i still love him. and that he broke my heart. when all this other stuff is going on. he still thinks brooke is the best gf ever. but next year(i might not go to bogle) and he would miss out. totally. and its very sad. and there is SOOOOO much more to the story but i cant write it all so if u really wanna kno the rest id be happy to tell u and just call me on my cell 390//1667
for #3 well i found out that my friend kelly did something bad. and zach also did something bad. something i would never do and something i mentioned up above. CUTTING AND DRUGS. oops ive sed too much. so kelly and zach have cut before. and they have also have done drugs before. nothing harsh but have tried. and NEVER in my life would i wanna smoke pot or weed or nething like that. but there have been times when i was close to cutting myself. and now im starting to think im becoming emo. seriously. but i thought to myself and i decided it wasnt worth it cutting my wrists because in the end its not gonna make things ne better.
#4 well i pretty much covered that area in #2. but wut i havent sed is that they started EVEN MORE rumors about me. so they figure my life needs to be screwed up just a little more. hah nothing to much. OH YEAH PROPS FOR THEM! WELL U KNO WUT ZACH AND WILL? U CAN LEAVE! LEAVE ME ALONE! IVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO U! OK? GET IT THROUGH UR IMMATURE HEADS THAT THERE ARE BETTER THINGS TO DO THEN RUIN PEOPLES LIVES! ITS CALLED CARMA! WUT DOES AROUND COMES AROUND! AND ONE DAY ULL BE SORRY.
#5 i am totally against drugies and cutters. but like i sed before there have been times. but NEVER not ONCE have i cut myself and i would NEVER think of smoking weed. so please i dont wanna scare u!
#6 ok so this is prolly the only thing thats not so depressing but pretty scary and funny. me kelly and zach went to the haunted house down by the chandler skate park. zane was supposed to go but he went to a ASU football game instead. it was sooooooooo fun! so we went in and like a couple minutes into it theres this little kid and hes really scary and he some up to us and kellys like "GET AWAY FROM ME RIGHT NOW! IM NOT KIDDING! I WILL KICK U IF U DONT GET AWAY FROM ME!" haha so the stupid kid put his scrawny little hand on her shoulder and she kicked him either in the shin or the gut. OUCH! and then theres this like fat guy around the next corner. and he has pillows stuffed in his shirt and me zach and kelly all stop and kellys like "WOW.. UR.. FAT" and it was soo effing hilarious!! im not even kdding. so by the end of it kelly lost her shoe and we were so scared we went through a door into a hallway. and theres this girl and shes part of the haunted house and shes like "NO UR NOT SUPPOSED TO GO IN THERE" and kellys like "I LOST MY SHOE!" and the girls like ok we'll get it so we where waiting there and me and kelly were shaking soooooooooooooooooo hard! like it wasnt even funny then the girl comes back with the shoe and is like "OK COME ON OUT WE WONT SCARE U" and shes talking to us holding a rubber knife by her ear and its covered in blood. and shes standing there saying she wont scare us.... HAHA OK? and we went out. and i called zane when we got out and told him wut he missed. and like i accidently like yelled at him. and while i weas talking to him zach gave kelly this HUMUNGOUS HUG! and i got soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mad! like i wanted to go between them and rip them apart. and grr i was soo mad. and then a couple days later i realized why i hated that hug so much. because zane didnt go and i wanted the same thing from zane. and yeah, but i try to get over him but the more i try to hate him for breaking my heart the more i begin to like him. and its only the begining.........
so yeah im glad i could catch things up witchu. so yeah thats pretty much it. love, friends, likes, dislikes. everything
oh yeah im staying the night at kaylas house tonight. it was funyn because we were talking to mac (and the finally broke up... long time right?) and i was like remeber when i dared u to tell madc u got ur period? and shes like wel courtney anounce it to the whole world why dont cha? and so i went to the front door and screamed KAYLA GOT HER PERIOD!!!!!! and shes like courtney! ugh! and then she went to the front door and screamed COURTNEY MASTERBUATES!(although i dont i promise!!!!!) and i went to the back door and was like UN UH! and this is how it went
me: KAYLA HAS A PENIS!
me: AND ITS 14 FEET LONG AND WEIGHS 87 POUNDS!! HOW I KNO THAT I DONT KNO!!
kayla: YES SHE DOES! (she thought we were still on teh masterbuating subject haha funyn girl)
and chases new name is MAD COW!!!