sooo bland
*yawn* midterms are over, feels like school is prison, i hate it. someone kill me. i'm listening to brand new, it's been a while and i had the deja entendu itch. mm. i want like, chocolate.. and mandarin tea. why the two at the same time? i don't know... iy *yawn*
everything is so bland, i've felt the need to be creative and just.. do something with myself, but i can't.. everything i write i don't like, everything i draw i throw out, everything i see seems to inspire me lately.. i've even been in an inspired like.. mood. but i can't channel it properly. i don't know. i think it's this winter, and this cold, it's sucking the life out of me. it's so bitter and frozen, i feel like the world has frozen over. cheese is attacking my boyfriend, these are the things that keep me alive. iy. blocks of attacking cheese. that was random. anyway.. i wish it was summer, warm and bright, or warm and raining, hot summer rain. god, i miss it. *sigh* i liked when it snowed, watching it come down from the blackness of the sky.. but it only lasted for so long.. and then it freezes and only litters the street sides.. and threatens my life as it ices my driveway. it's glory has faded. winter's glory has faded. between the cold, and the school, and being inside so much.. all of it. it's killing me, i feel like everything around me has been cast in stone and i'm the only thing left breathing.
let me the fuck out, or i swear i'll get drastic.
gdsbgjkfbgdjkfbgdfh.
everything is so bland, i've felt the need to be creative and just.. do something with myself, but i can't.. everything i write i don't like, everything i draw i throw out, everything i see seems to inspire me lately.. i've even been in an inspired like.. mood. but i can't channel it properly. i don't know. i think it's this winter, and this cold, it's sucking the life out of me. it's so bitter and frozen, i feel like the world has frozen over. cheese is attacking my boyfriend, these are the things that keep me alive. iy. blocks of attacking cheese. that was random. anyway.. i wish it was summer, warm and bright, or warm and raining, hot summer rain. god, i miss it. *sigh* i liked when it snowed, watching it come down from the blackness of the sky.. but it only lasted for so long.. and then it freezes and only litters the street sides.. and threatens my life as it ices my driveway. it's glory has faded. winter's glory has faded. between the cold, and the school, and being inside so much.. all of it. it's killing me, i feel like everything around me has been cast in stone and i'm the only thing left breathing.
let me the fuck out, or i swear i'll get drastic.
gdsbgjkfbgdjkfbgdfh.