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Nothing good has been going good in my life right now..OR not that I know of..
So I haven't been updating in awhile cause I haven't really had the feelign that I need to and that anyone really cares if they hear about anything going on in my life..so Heres what's been happening I've been getting drunk with sully and other people I've been going to the movies been in gainesville been to the mall just been hanging out with friends nothing really special has been going on but iam starting to really miss my old life, I'm getting into this depression mode again and I don't like it cause ive been really happy lately..But, Not really. sully and I went to the "Crackhouse" and I really didn't like it there I got so drunk that I couldn't even move or anything. Dan took sully and I up there to see jeff and devon and some other kids all I remember is passing out on the floor and seeing a couch on fire with 666 on it burning with smoke everywhere, And everyone was throwing beer cans everywhere and just going wild and i just passed out on the floor with like vomit and beer all over the floor I couldn't move eh, Ohwell it's better than realizing what my real life is it's better being messed up not even knowing what's been going in my life for the past 2 weeks my mom and I fighting and me being grounded like everyday now but this morning it was really bad I didn't even know that I was at school something fucked me up that one night and I don't even wanna know if someone put something in my drink of somewhat, but all i know is that it was really scary that night and that im not going to that "Crackhouse" again cause seriously that house is soo scary and when I was sleeping or passed out on the floor or watever some kids were knocking on the front door and like banging on the windows and I don't even know what the hell was going on I thought we were going to get robbed or watever but all I saw was jeff was passed out and sully didn't know what was going on..But all I know is when im drunk I start crying and start freaking out like on friday when I got really messed up I ran out to dan's car and just sat in his truck and started scvreaming bright eyes and started singing that song "nothing get's crossed out" haha it was so funny cause I don't remember...But ehh I really hate updating cause obsviously theres bad stuff happening to me now that I realyl regret just more things that have happened and don't really want to explain all of it on here..So I hope everyone has a great thanksgiving.
Happy birthday jessie.
So I haven't been updating in awhile cause I haven't really had the feelign that I need to and that anyone really cares if they hear about anything going on in my life..so Heres what's been happening I've been getting drunk with sully and other people I've been going to the movies been in gainesville been to the mall just been hanging out with friends nothing really special has been going on but iam starting to really miss my old life, I'm getting into this depression mode again and I don't like it cause ive been really happy lately..But, Not really. sully and I went to the "Crackhouse" and I really didn't like it there I got so drunk that I couldn't even move or anything. Dan took sully and I up there to see jeff and devon and some other kids all I remember is passing out on the floor and seeing a couch on fire with 666 on it burning with smoke everywhere, And everyone was throwing beer cans everywhere and just going wild and i just passed out on the floor with like vomit and beer all over the floor I couldn't move eh, Ohwell it's better than realizing what my real life is it's better being messed up not even knowing what's been going in my life for the past 2 weeks my mom and I fighting and me being grounded like everyday now but this morning it was really bad I didn't even know that I was at school something fucked me up that one night and I don't even wanna know if someone put something in my drink of somewhat, but all i know is that it was really scary that night and that im not going to that "Crackhouse" again cause seriously that house is soo scary and when I was sleeping or passed out on the floor or watever some kids were knocking on the front door and like banging on the windows and I don't even know what the hell was going on I thought we were going to get robbed or watever but all I saw was jeff was passed out and sully didn't know what was going on..But all I know is when im drunk I start crying and start freaking out like on friday when I got really messed up I ran out to dan's car and just sat in his truck and started scvreaming bright eyes and started singing that song "nothing get's crossed out" haha it was so funny cause I don't remember...But ehh I really hate updating cause obsviously theres bad stuff happening to me now that I realyl regret just more things that have happened and don't really want to explain all of it on here..So I hope everyone has a great thanksgiving.
Happy birthday jessie.