ramblings.
so. i was supposed to be on the news this evening. or afternoon. or something. ABC and NBC was totally at my school. because some girl got raped at a pep rally on friday. i'm not suprised. 3000 kids, something bad is bound to happen. i offered the news reporter guy some water because he looked hot, sweaty, gross, and miserable. he didn't accept, he had his own bottle in his van, but he was polite. we talked and i walked back across the street to wait for my mother.
i'm in pain. PHYSICAL PAIN. i think my health is slowly deteriorating. uhhhh. i weigh 100 pounds as of today. my hipbones are ready to shank someone. i have constant headaches. something is going on with... balls... in my ears...? i'd rather not explain that. my back always hurts. when i stand up for long periods of time, i begin to lose all feeling in my legs. i'm ALWAYS DIZZY. i'm really really unhealthy. OMG.INEEDSLEEP. my mother is making me eat meat again, after 10 months. i will also be taking vitamins, EVERYDAY. and we're taking a trip to my doctor soon.
but. tomorrow my english teacher is sending me to the nurse. first thing. she thinks i'm anorreeexxxxiccccccc. so does everyone else. unless they're the ones who think i'm on crack. shit. fuckin' retards.
well. i'm not so worried about alex anymore. and i should go call him now. goodnight.
oh. and the tbs cover of the cure's just like heaven should die. and die. again. and again. and over and over. shit.
i'm in pain. PHYSICAL PAIN. i think my health is slowly deteriorating. uhhhh. i weigh 100 pounds as of today. my hipbones are ready to shank someone. i have constant headaches. something is going on with... balls... in my ears...? i'd rather not explain that. my back always hurts. when i stand up for long periods of time, i begin to lose all feeling in my legs. i'm ALWAYS DIZZY. i'm really really unhealthy. OMG.INEEDSLEEP. my mother is making me eat meat again, after 10 months. i will also be taking vitamins, EVERYDAY. and we're taking a trip to my doctor soon.
but. tomorrow my english teacher is sending me to the nurse. first thing. she thinks i'm anorreeexxxxiccccccc. so does everyone else. unless they're the ones who think i'm on crack. shit. fuckin' retards.
well. i'm not so worried about alex anymore. and i should go call him now. goodnight.
oh. and the tbs cover of the cure's just like heaven should die. and die. again. and again. and over and over. shit.