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white, unmarked vans still scare me. i'm not sure why. and it's raining.
things change. people change. and when two people who love each other stop changing and evolving together, shit starts to happen. especially two YOUNG people. it's something extremley scary. and i don't like it.
i miss alex. and his everything. and i fucking hate how so many people get to see him and have access to him, when i don't. especially girls who used to, and still might, have intrest in him. it's a jealousy that... i can't keep on lockdown.
things change. people change. and when two people who love each other stop changing and evolving together, shit starts to happen. especially two YOUNG people. it's something extremley scary. and i don't like it.
i miss alex. and his everything. and i fucking hate how so many people get to see him and have access to him, when i don't. especially girls who used to, and still might, have intrest in him. it's a jealousy that... i can't keep on lockdown.