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one year. one year. one year. one year ago i dialed your number. i never thought i would have it seared into my memory, like i do now. you told me that story, and fell asleep. "it was the night i told you my spongebob story."
earlier, when i was getting ready to come here, i was thinking about those 6 months. the 6 months that i didn't see you. the 6 months in which you found time to move on, and i tried, but never got what i wanted... you. the 6 months that made that night, at the southmore house, on 5/20, more special than i thought it would be.
you said you thought of me at least once everyday in that long gap of time. and the truth is, i thought of you more. you never left my heart. i swear to god. you never have, and you never will. and even though we can go half a year without being together, which is actually pretty amazing, i don't want to miss that much time with you EVER AGAIN. i won't let it happen.
i'm glad i can spend today with you. and make one of your last days of summer memorable. i love you alex.
not that it needs to, or should be measured, but i think this is the longest relationship i've had with a male. boyfriend, or not. hah. ♥
earlier, when i was getting ready to come here, i was thinking about those 6 months. the 6 months that i didn't see you. the 6 months in which you found time to move on, and i tried, but never got what i wanted... you. the 6 months that made that night, at the southmore house, on 5/20, more special than i thought it would be.
you said you thought of me at least once everyday in that long gap of time. and the truth is, i thought of you more. you never left my heart. i swear to god. you never have, and you never will. and even though we can go half a year without being together, which is actually pretty amazing, i don't want to miss that much time with you EVER AGAIN. i won't let it happen.
i'm glad i can spend today with you. and make one of your last days of summer memorable. i love you alex.
not that it needs to, or should be measured, but i think this is the longest relationship i've had with a male. boyfriend, or not. hah. ♥