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What I have learned this week...
It’s okay to take time for myself.
I am stronger than I thought I was.
I have a good head on my shoulders.
That sometimes I cannot be everything to everyone.
That letting go for a little while is a smart decision.
That there are many things about myself that I need to learn more about.
That I can break someone’s heart.
That I can shock the hell out of my family.
That my family loves me and would support any decision I make.
My mom is an amazing woman who I should listen to more.
I have no idea what makes me happy.
I need to grow up a little.
I am only 21; I don’t have it all figured out yet even though I would like to.
I don’t always have to be a people pleaser.
I can make good decisions.
I need to learn how to let my emotions show.
I need to learn how to cry and let other people see my tears.
I need to become more open with those around me.
I shouldn’t hide from the world.
I am independent.
I cannot be with someone who is too dependent on me.
I cannot be with someone until I can learn to be with myself.
I need to understand what makes me who I am.
That I am not selfish for doing what I did.
That my life is not going to go down some neat little path.
That I have things I want to accomplish by myself.
That I should not put things off.
I need to come to terms with my relationship with Greg.
I need to rely on those around me a little more.
I need to have faith.