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It's amazing how good you can feel after you make a decision to change your life. You want to know what the decision is? To quit. I simply don't give a shit anymore. At all, about anything or anyone involved. how can I when all it does is a. make me cry. b. piss me off. c. give me insane amounts of stress. d. make me into a babysitter for people who should know better. e. make me into an angry and bitter person for no reason. f. causes me to hate things about myself because I have become someone I never thought I would be. g. makes me feel like I am a worthless and unimportant pile of shit to the people involved. h. stresses how grades are important and so is school, yet requires me to devote crazy amounts of time to things i could give two shits about. i. punishes me for working and attempting to make money so when i go out into the real world, because let's face it, we cant all party and get drunk every weekend like we want to and do forever, I get yelled at for missing events and for letting down everyone when the truth is, if I missed work I'd be letting down myself....
you know what? I can go on and on. Through the whole alphabet at least more than once. But I don't care anymore. I have lost any and all ability to give a crap about people and about something who create all this unneeded and unwanted stress for me.
I am DONE.
And wow, does it feel good.
you know what? I can go on and on. Through the whole alphabet at least more than once. But I don't care anymore. I have lost any and all ability to give a crap about people and about something who create all this unneeded and unwanted stress for me.
I am DONE.
And wow, does it feel good.