stop, it's too late i'm feeling frusturated.
i was on the phone with alicia for 3 hours tonight, i absolutely love her and miss her a lot.
i think we're going to bamboozle together, i am the avalanche is playing the second night so i think we're staying with them.
i haven't had a conversation like that with her in so long, and i had to try and stop laughing at things she said because she would try to make me laugh and she'd be like "i have to record your giggle it makes me hug the hair because i just want to squeeze you i miss you so much" and i was like trying to refrain from laughing so i'd cover my mouth and then laugh. she makes me happy, we were talking about if her and brett got married and how glassjaw should play at the wedding, that was my idea atleast but she said it's not good wedding music. pshh are you joking? it would be good wedding music for me.
we just talked about dumb guy stuff for a long time..which i seriously never do, i don't really like to talk about that kind of stuff for some reason but..i did tonight and it was sorta nice to get it all out you know? she says that i deserve the world and deserve someone who is completely devoted to me.
that made me smile.
anyways i've given up on trying to sleep tonight because my throat hurts so badly and my glans are really swollen and it hurts when i lay down it feels like all this pressure is around my throat it is so awful.
so i think i might just stay up all night and keep drinking water and watch daria.
oh yah ps. montauk and california this summer.
well i'm not sure if i really want to go to california for a month i still have to decide on that.
but montauk for two weeks, definately. that is going to be soooo amazing.
tomarrow we're either going to visit aunt laura or she's coming here.
hopefully she's coming here because i hate seeing her boyfriend rick he always tries to grab at my ass when he hugs me and he hits on me it makes me want to puke on his face.
alright peace out girl scouts
i think we're going to bamboozle together, i am the avalanche is playing the second night so i think we're staying with them.
i haven't had a conversation like that with her in so long, and i had to try and stop laughing at things she said because she would try to make me laugh and she'd be like "i have to record your giggle it makes me hug the hair because i just want to squeeze you i miss you so much" and i was like trying to refrain from laughing so i'd cover my mouth and then laugh. she makes me happy, we were talking about if her and brett got married and how glassjaw should play at the wedding, that was my idea atleast but she said it's not good wedding music. pshh are you joking? it would be good wedding music for me.
we just talked about dumb guy stuff for a long time..which i seriously never do, i don't really like to talk about that kind of stuff for some reason but..i did tonight and it was sorta nice to get it all out you know? she says that i deserve the world and deserve someone who is completely devoted to me.
that made me smile.
anyways i've given up on trying to sleep tonight because my throat hurts so badly and my glans are really swollen and it hurts when i lay down it feels like all this pressure is around my throat it is so awful.
so i think i might just stay up all night and keep drinking water and watch daria.
oh yah ps. montauk and california this summer.
well i'm not sure if i really want to go to california for a month i still have to decide on that.
but montauk for two weeks, definately. that is going to be soooo amazing.
tomarrow we're either going to visit aunt laura or she's coming here.
hopefully she's coming here because i hate seeing her boyfriend rick he always tries to grab at my ass when he hugs me and he hits on me it makes me want to puke on his face.
alright peace out girl scouts