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i had a great time in edinburgh and i'm gutted that tomorrow i have to wake up at quarter past seven and go to uni! edinburgh is a beautiful city..even in the rain and slush it is lovely and a bit eerie. it's so much more student friendly than london. i love love love being in london, but going up there has made me realise how much money i'm throwing all over the place by being i this city. the trip also made me appreciate my best friend, ayumi.
it's coming up to 9 years that we've known eachother..who would have thought! but it also makes me a little sad about being here -i have great friends and some really good guy friends that i obviously never had..but in terms of girl friends like i've had at school, it's just not the same. i'm going to exeter at the weekend to see my school friends from boarding school and i really can't wait! at the moment my relationship with darren isn't that great...i can't really put my finger on it but i'm really hoping it will blow over. i feel physically sick at the thought of not being with him. he's buying dinner for our anniversary..there's a ring i really wanted by kiel mead but it's from the states and with shipping etc. it's a little pricey. i think i'll ask for it for my 20th birthday from my parents, or maybe buy it for myself. i'm also scared because i got a dress at christmas from the states from my parents and it was quite expensive, and then ended up with $70 or something of duties whacked on top, and i felt so bad about it. i offered to pay that part, but they said now. and i think this ring will be the same. got to sleep now,
xo
it's coming up to 9 years that we've known eachother..who would have thought! but it also makes me a little sad about being here -i have great friends and some really good guy friends that i obviously never had..but in terms of girl friends like i've had at school, it's just not the same. i'm going to exeter at the weekend to see my school friends from boarding school and i really can't wait! at the moment my relationship with darren isn't that great...i can't really put my finger on it but i'm really hoping it will blow over. i feel physically sick at the thought of not being with him. he's buying dinner for our anniversary..there's a ring i really wanted by kiel mead but it's from the states and with shipping etc. it's a little pricey. i think i'll ask for it for my 20th birthday from my parents, or maybe buy it for myself. i'm also scared because i got a dress at christmas from the states from my parents and it was quite expensive, and then ended up with $70 or something of duties whacked on top, and i felt so bad about it. i offered to pay that part, but they said now. and i think this ring will be the same. got to sleep now,
xo