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okay so it's already a month into the new year but i think it's probably important to write down a few things i want to make sure i do this year before i keep forgetting them!!
1. be more spontaneious and stop being such a plan-ahead freak
2. complete a guardian crossword (preferably on my own)
3. do more creative things
4. be more up to date on news
lately things have been quite nice..but time is flying by and it's already time to think about more essays! everyone seems to be under so much pressure and i find that i'm really chilled. too chilled? either i'm doing everything wrong or everything right. hopefully the latter. i've been fighting a lot with my boyfriend as well...mostly bickering, but i'm too sensitive for my own good and always can't help crying..which kind of makes it more than just bickering, when it need not be. so that's
5. be less sensitive
other than that, everything is peachy. i have reading week at the moment so i'm taking that time to catch up on sleep and you'll be glad to know i did spur of the moment things today! and on wednesday i'm going to edinburgh to see my 2 favourite girls and when i get back at the weekend it will be my 3 year anniversary with darren, which is a big one! i am very much in love, which makes me too emotional a lot of the time...but i'm only young so i'm allowed to be commpletely irrational. this year i would also quite like to get a new tattoo
my self-esteem has been quite low recently..i gained a bit of weight and have just generally felt undesirable and mopey and awful. i had a great hairday today and that really helped...i also think when the sun makes an appearance i'll perk up lots more.
tell me what's making you happy right now
xo
1. be more spontaneious and stop being such a plan-ahead freak
2. complete a guardian crossword (preferably on my own)
3. do more creative things
4. be more up to date on news
lately things have been quite nice..but time is flying by and it's already time to think about more essays! everyone seems to be under so much pressure and i find that i'm really chilled. too chilled? either i'm doing everything wrong or everything right. hopefully the latter. i've been fighting a lot with my boyfriend as well...mostly bickering, but i'm too sensitive for my own good and always can't help crying..which kind of makes it more than just bickering, when it need not be. so that's
5. be less sensitive
other than that, everything is peachy. i have reading week at the moment so i'm taking that time to catch up on sleep and you'll be glad to know i did spur of the moment things today! and on wednesday i'm going to edinburgh to see my 2 favourite girls and when i get back at the weekend it will be my 3 year anniversary with darren, which is a big one! i am very much in love, which makes me too emotional a lot of the time...but i'm only young so i'm allowed to be commpletely irrational. this year i would also quite like to get a new tattoo
my self-esteem has been quite low recently..i gained a bit of weight and have just generally felt undesirable and mopey and awful. i had a great hairday today and that really helped...i also think when the sun makes an appearance i'll perk up lots more.
tell me what's making you happy right now
xo