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livejournal is far too underrated. no spam, no dumb bands trying to add you, just checking in every once in a while. the only thing is that it has all these associations with how much i wasted my junior year away. but that's so far gone, so here i am, CHECKING IN.
i'm in Denver at last. it took a lot of fussing and fighting to get here, an incredible amount of faith and courage and strength. i got in a fight with my mom at the last minute, but greg had a dream that we were talking, and both incredibly happy. initiative, i think, on my part is what that will take. saying goodbye to greg was bittersweet, all this time between us but really, so much to do. my intentions for him remain the same, and it's okay if i need reminded, from time to time, how much how big how strong. above all we are family, and that is what i really need.
this time away will be good. not in relation to greg, but in the scheme of myself, my life. i live in an amazing space with amazing people with amazing projects and intentions and Denver is great. i'll never be bored. i feel like it happened at the perfect time, too, so, here i am i suppose.
here i am.
checking in.
i'm in Denver at last. it took a lot of fussing and fighting to get here, an incredible amount of faith and courage and strength. i got in a fight with my mom at the last minute, but greg had a dream that we were talking, and both incredibly happy. initiative, i think, on my part is what that will take. saying goodbye to greg was bittersweet, all this time between us but really, so much to do. my intentions for him remain the same, and it's okay if i need reminded, from time to time, how much how big how strong. above all we are family, and that is what i really need.
this time away will be good. not in relation to greg, but in the scheme of myself, my life. i live in an amazing space with amazing people with amazing projects and intentions and Denver is great. i'll never be bored. i feel like it happened at the perfect time, too, so, here i am i suppose.
here i am.
checking in.