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if i could be anything to him i'd like to be his heartache. the pain he's endured throughout his entire life all crammed into an acidic ball rolling around inside of him eating away. i'd wish to be such a horrible thing only so i could self destruct leaving only the remains of memories and lessons learned from heartache. what isn't understood is that i do understand. i see that he isn't a horrible person and he can not be held fully responsible for his anger because it's cause can no longer be taken out on. he's truly good at heart.