Sep 05, 2005 22:53
i just want to say that i love my friends & love the times when i feel as outgoing as i used to feel years ago. it's very rare for me to really let go & just be stupid & say whatever i want. sometimes i think that being twenty means i really have to grow up & be responsible. which is true but i don't have to sacrifice my whole identity, i just have to expand.
last night was fun. i dined with laura, russell, & travis. then russell laura & i went to laura's house. we hung out for a bit then went to grab matt. went to walmart & got sundae cones & pizza rolls, texas toast, & pot pies. went back to laura's & feasted some more. i decided to be funny & started talking to some guy & it ended up with me being creepy & feeling awkward. i dont' know if i can salvage that one since i don't really know him. way to go. we also took some really goofy pictures. hopefully matt will upload them & i can post some. we're such nerds. after a bit we just went to ricky's & hung out for about an hour. then it was home.
today i've been sleeping. random naps & such. now i probably won't sleep very well tonight & i work at nine tomorrow. at least i hope i do. that's when i'm going to be there. i've also been thinking about being caught between friends. i want to be loyal to them both but it's hard when you're getting two completely different pictures. there's all sorts of heresay. what can i do? i don't know. i guess i'll just sit back & observe.
now, i must try & wear myself out so i can sleep & be up by seven. yick. yeah yick.
xo
ashley renae