i work for the CIA

Sep 28, 2005 23:31

i'm not going to lie, i get jealous. curses. curse jealousy. it's not a bad jealousy, though. it's never prevented me from anything & i've never been mad at anyone for it. i take responsibility for my own jealousy. i just wish i didn't feel it.

so a little over a year ago, my friend & i went to the movies together. we were the only ones in the theatre & we ended up holding hands & all that jazz. well things happened & time has passed & he has a girlfriend that isn't fond of me for whatever reason. the other night he asked me if i remember the movie night & i said 'yeah.' he said 'it was fun. we should do it again soon.' hmm. his girlfriend is at school in bloomington. i doubt he told her we hung out even though it wasn't just us. okay yeah i'm talking about mike again. i'm just confused. maybe i'm looking too into this. but it did confuse me. & we did like each other, the whole shebang just ended suddenly.

oh well. work is awesome. i think i might make commission again this week. next week i have to go some stupid class in BROWNSBURG & i'm not looking forward to it. i'll do what i gotta do.

TENT PITCHIN & HOOPLAH THIS WEEKEND!!!!! BE THERE OR BE OBLONG!

xoxo
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