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I'm happy when I can't think about the situation I'm in.
Today is going to be bad.
Taking Josh back will result in much crying.
Lauren is calling me around 5, I should still be driving...
I cry almost every time I think about how much I miss her&Josh which causes me to realize that I miss a lot of people. I'm sure that talking to Lauren will make me cry even more than I would have originally...but she wants me to talk everything out to her so hopefully it will be okay.
I've only cried over 3 friends:
1) Cindy
2) Josh
3) Lauren
this weekend was amazing though.
thur: went to Tuscaloosa and spent the night with Michele, celebrated her bday&saw Matt, Nathan&Brandi as well. much rock band being played and movie.
fri: JOSHJOSHJOSH, work&smoothie kinggggg&fun time together.
sat: work,more JOSH, visits from creed,joel,leo,mili,elise,tayla&akin. much fun.
sun: UA to Creed&Joel's dorm with them 2,leo,mili,elise&josh. more fun but the day would have been just as good in bham.
I have to go to Scottsboro for a doctor APPT tomorrow&so I'm not going to my classes.
so i'm having a 5 day weekend and a 2 day class week.
haha. these weeks have been amazing and i don't want this to end...but it has to.
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Today is going to be bad.
Taking Josh back will result in much crying.
Lauren is calling me around 5, I should still be driving...
I cry almost every time I think about how much I miss her&Josh which causes me to realize that I miss a lot of people. I'm sure that talking to Lauren will make me cry even more than I would have originally...but she wants me to talk everything out to her so hopefully it will be okay.
I've only cried over 3 friends:
1) Cindy
2) Josh
3) Lauren
this weekend was amazing though.
thur: went to Tuscaloosa and spent the night with Michele, celebrated her bday&saw Matt, Nathan&Brandi as well. much rock band being played and movie.
fri: JOSHJOSHJOSH, work&smoothie kinggggg&fun time together.
sat: work,more JOSH, visits from creed,joel,leo,mili,elise,tayla&akin. much fun.
sun: UA to Creed&Joel's dorm with them 2,leo,mili,elise&josh. more fun but the day would have been just as good in bham.
I have to go to Scottsboro for a doctor APPT tomorrow&so I'm not going to my classes.
so i'm having a 5 day weekend and a 2 day class week.
haha. these weeks have been amazing and i don't want this to end...but it has to.
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