Jun 23, 2005 17:27
So last sunday was Kelly's birthday. The plan was to record a song for her, make her a card, buy her a shirt, and ask her out. I have like a 1.50 so I can't really buy her anything. I know she likes little boy shirts from the thrift store like, Power Rangers and Ninja Turtles. I couldn't find a good enough shirt yesterday.
I recorded the song. Its called "Me and Her With Nothing To Lose" and its on the Its A Bird Named Pico myspace (People are calling it their favorite song which makes me happy).
I made her the card which was probrobly the best part of everything. I spent about two or three hours on it in my extremely hot room. It was all on yellow construction paper and I cut out a bunch of pink hearts surrounding her name which was written like three year old. Actually the whole thing looked like a three year old did it haha. It had her name and happy birthday on the front with hearts and stars. When you open it up, the left page has a bunch of layered colors with a heart in the middle. The right page had a bunch of blue, orange, and green shapes. It said in the middle "Will you be my girlfriend?" in three year old writing.
I made her a mix cd with the song I recorded and a bunch of other songs that either remind me of her or I think she'd like.
So I get a text from her asking me to go meet her at Round The Clock. I have expired plates, the car isn't under my name, and I have no insurance. Does that stop me? Fuck no. I meet her there at exactly midnight and I call her up and tell her to meet me outside alone so I can give her something. She comes out and I give her the CD and card. I give her a hug and say happy birthday. She looks at the card for awhile then opens it and she had the biggest smile on her face. She laughed a little. I think she squirted a tear to. She just looked at me with a huge smile and kissed me :-D
Yesterday I was supposed to pick her up in the morning and make her french toast. I picked her up but I found out I didn't have any eggs or bread (what the fuck) so we just went back to sleep. I spent the whole day with her. I couldn't stop smiling. The only thing I'm worried about is how long it will take until she gets sick of me. I don't want this to be just a summer fling. I'm so afraid to totally open up to her. I like her too much at this point. I have only been dating her for four days and I've only known her for maybe a month?
But this could be going somewhere.