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Apr 11, 2005 01:46

Yeah, I'm drunk hahaha. I'm alone to haha. Opps? I don't have a problem. The next time I get drunk probrobly won't be for another month or so.

This is how Chris and girls work for now on. Chris doesn't make any effort to see girls anymore. I'm tired of driving or paying/beggin my friends to drive just so I can be with someone I care about. I mean, yeah its worth it but when it comes down to it, no girl I have ever dated has made an effort to see me. Or if they'd tell me they're coming to see me, it would be bullshit.

The special girl will come to me. This isn't drunken talk either. I had this theory for a year now. I've just never went through with it. I'm such a sucker for a girl who shows interest. I constantly suck at life haha.

I'm going to move at the end of 2005/the beginign of 2006. Either Cali, Minneapolis, or Chicago. I don't care anymore. About anything (that is drunken talk haha).

I have been saying this for the past year to... the only love of my life is music. The more I date... the more I realize, I'm not going to get married and have kids. There is no special one for me because no one wants to put the effort into comeing to see me. I mean come on... I'm me? hahahaha

(Oh man, this is a lot of drunken nonsense. I'll end up deleting this post)
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