Days go by, and all I think about is you..

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I seriously need to do something with my life right now. Everything, I mean everything is going down hill. Dad and I don't talk to each other and not fight. It's really hard for me to try and do all of this stuff on my own. I can't keep going on like this. I lost my job, my grades are dropping, I don't get along with my Dad, he's never around, and I'm lonely. Very lonely. I've been talking to Mom more and more about moving out there. I think I'm going to finish my year of school out here, and then move. But, I don't know, because I'm so scared. I'm scared of leaving all of my friends and shit this just kills me. But, honestly, I don't know what to do anymore. And, I really don't think any of you could possibly understand what I'm going through, or what I've been through. But, I always find a way to do everything I possibly can for the people that "care" about me in my life, and I try my best to seem as happy as I possibly can. I can no longer go on like this, I have to show progress in my life or I'm fucked. My Dad told me I was a dumbass and a screw up, wonderful. Thanks. Goodbye.

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